summerjasmine

Who would've thought that with a single sentence seven years of certain feelings leave? Making it so that you were nothing more than a brotherly figure. How strange it is to not have those thoughts of you swirling around in my head. Strange...yet refreshing. Freedom, to contemplate the possibilities that the future can bring. Freedom, to accomplish my goals and not hesitate with my decisions. Freedom, to live my life and not hold anything back. This is not goodbye. No, I could never truly say goodbye to you. You are still dear to me, even if its only friendship that connects us. There is so much that you have done for me and I th

...Chapter Nine... ...Part One... Arriving back at the manor Chris paced the attic floor trying to figure out what he had been doing with Becca that morning. He knew that he had walked her to the airport and that they had talked, but what he didn't understand was why he had been flirting with her. True, she was a nice young woman, but he was engaged. Bianca was waiting on him, counting on him back home to complete his mission. He shouldn't be flirting with someone else while he was engaged. True, Bianca would never find out about it, but it wasn't right. He couldn't seem to help doing it though. I just seemed to happen; there was something